EastEnders viewers categorical concern for iconic actress as she admits ‘I cry daily’ following cleaning soap exit
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EastEnders viewers have expressed their concern for an iconic actress as she admitted ‘I cry every day’ in an emotional Instagram post on Tuesday.
Luisa Bradshaw-White, 49, whose character Tina Turner was brutally killed off in the soap in 2020, opened up about her current turmoil in an honest post.
The actress previously revealed she’s been on a ‘long road to recovery’ after battling ‘really bad bipolar and an extreme eating disorder’.
Candidly discussing her feelings with fans, she wrote: ‘Finding it hard to post these days as the experiences I am having can’t fit into words.
‘My ability to feel just keeps expanding. And when I say this I mean feeling ALL of it!
‘I am nearly always cracked wide open at the beauty of life….. and the pain. Devastatingly beautiful.

EastEnders viewers have expressed their concern for Luisa Bradshaw-White, 49, as she admitted ‘I cry every day’ in an emotional Instagram post on Tuesday

Luisa, whose character Tina Turner (pictured) was brutally killed off in the soap in 2020, opened up about her current turmoil in an honest post

Candidly discussing her feelings with fans, she wrote: ‘Finding it hard to post these days as the experiences I am having can’t fit into words’
‘I cry every day. I can’t stop. There are so many similarities to when I was diagnosed bipolar years ago and then sadly heavily medicated.
‘It makes me question the diagnosis and DEFINITELY question the medication but that is another story and another timeline.
‘WE HAVE BEEN MADE TO FEAR OUR FEELINGS OUR EMOTIONS.
‘I have so many people around me experiencing the same. I am so grounded and without fear.
‘I am able to hold these intense energies and frequencies. I love myself so fiercely in this intense energy.
I cry to move the energy. I cry because life is so beautiful. I cry because I get to be this free, This sovereign in this lifetime.
‘I cry because I am not alone, even when there are no human souls around me I have everything in nature holding me.
‘I cry because it gets to be THIS GOOD TO FEEL EVERYTHING. It has never felt so good and so safe to feel so much.

The actress previously revealed she’s been on a ‘long road to recovery’ after battling ‘really bad bipolar and an extreme eating disorder’


Fans were quick to throw support for the soap star in her comments after she bravely opened up about her feelings
‘Whatever you are experiencing in this portal we are in… surrender. And love.’
Fans were quick to throw support for the soap star in her comments after she bravely opened up about her feelings.
Some wrote: ‘I can relate to this so much. I sent to feel everything so much more intensely than anyone I know. It’s extremely overwhelming but I feel like it’s our power’,
‘This is such a beautiful post. So much to think about and feel grateful for. Thrilled this is your life now. Xx ’,
‘I feel this completely so lovely to see your beautiful face’,
‘Hard relate to this and the past trauma. You are the prime example of what can later be achieved xx’,
‘You look amazing! Shining right out of you’.
Luisa previously admitted she had been ‘in and out of psychiatric units’ in a post on social media, according to The Sun.

Luisa touched fans with her emotive post earlier this week as she opened up about her mental health
She wrote: ‘I’ve had the longest journey to recovery from bipolar, really bad bipolar, and an extreme eating disorder.
‘I’ve spent years and years in and out of psychiatric units, and it has been such a long recovery.
‘Years of self-love, self-care, any alternative therapy I could find to try to help myself and to get me to where I am today.
‘And I truly love myself. I love my body, I love my mind, and I am genuinely happy. I think it’s actually quite rare.’