‘Britain’s most tattooed woman’ has embarked on a wildly different career after admitting the adult modelling industry made her “hate” herself.
Becky Holt was left in tears trying to make sexy content after she struggled with anxiety and body confidence after giving birth
The 36-year-old, from Poynton in Cheshire, spent 13 years as a model but no longer wants to be known as ‘that girl who did OnlyFans ’. Instead the mum – who splashed out £35,000 covering 95% of her skin in body art – is now working with adults with learning difficulties.
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And in an exclusive interview with the Daily Star, she said: “At first I found it really hard to deal with leaving the adult industry and doing something normal.
“Modelling can be so tough on your mental health. I just got to a point where I hated myself. I didn’t feel attractive so trying to create content ended in tears because I wasn’t happy with my figure after having a child. It just got to the point where it gave me anxiety and I did things for money which I wish I hadn’t done.”
Becky worked with disabled children before she embraced modelling and she wanted to return to caring for others. But she said the reaction from her 150,000 Instagram followers was divided – with some “devastated” that she was no longer making seductive content.
The mum-of-one also said some people suggested she “wouldn’t last five minutes” in a normal job, even though she spent 18 months working in her local pub.
And asked about her new way of life, Becky, who is learning sign language to communicate with deaf clients, said: “I’m absolutely loving it. I start my day with clients at a day centre where we take part in all sorts of activities from arts and crafts to dancing or meditation.
“Then I head to one of the residential homes where they live and support them to cook and clean. Most of them are independent, they have jobs and stuff, we’re just there to give them that little extra help.”
(Image: becky_holt__/Instagram)
(Image: becky_holt__/Instagram)
But as for the challenges, she added: “Adapting to a rota has been the most difficult part. I had so much freedom when I was modelling. I could do what I wanted and go on holiday whenever because I had no restrictions. Now I have set days and have to book holidays well in advance.”
But Becky said her mental health was much better thanks to finding a career she enjoys and she said she was showered with love from the people she works with.
And as for what the future holds for her, she concluded: “It would be nice to be recognised for the great work I’m doing for adults with learning difficulties rather than ‘that girl who used to do OnlyFans’.
“But I love being Britain’s most tattooed woman still. It is a title I am proud of and I love that I have the ‘most’ of something.”
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