This is the note Sara Sharif‘s father allegedly left on a pillow next to her body – before phoning the police to tell them he had beaten her to death as he sobbed: ‘Nothing is okay.’
Urfan Sharif, who is accused of murdering the 10-year-old before fleeing to Pakistan last August after subjecting her to weeks of brutal abuse, is said by prosecutors to be the man heard on the call saying: ‘I did legally punish my daughter… and she died.’
A court heard that an eight minute call was alleged to have been made at 2.47am on August 10 – when Sharif was said to have already fled thousands of miles from the family home in Surrey because he was ‘scared’.
Police raced to the house and found the schoolgirl’s broken body under the covers of her bunk bed – with a handwritten confession, allegedly written by Urfan Sharif, left on his daughter’s pillow.
The lined notebook paper entered into evidence begins with the words ‘love you Sara’ written in block capitals, before detailing Sharif’s alleged admission.
Sara Sharif was found beaten to death in her bed at home in Woking, Surrey in August last year
The distressing handwritten notes allegedly left by Urfan Sharif that appear to show him confessing to the killing before he fled Britain
‘I swear to God that my intention was not to kill her,’ reads the note recovered by police
Urfan Sharif is accused of battering his 10-year-old daughter Sara to death before fleeing to Pakistan last August
‘Whoever see this note its me Urfan Sharif who killed my daughter by beating,’ it reads.
‘I am running away because I am scared. But I promise that I will hand over myself and take punishment.
‘I swear to God that my intention was not to kill her. But I lost it.
‘My daughter is muslim can you burry (sic) her like muslim may be. I will be back before you finish the postmortem.’
The court heard the note had been analysed by a handwriting expert who concluded that it was penned by Urfan Sharif.
The 999 operator can be heard asking Sharif to breathe as he wails: ‘I killed my daughter, I killed my daughter.’
Sara had a plastic bag taped around her head as a ‘home-made hood’ and was beaten with a cricket bat, the court heard earlier today.
The 10-year-old’s father Urfan Sharif is accused of battering his daughter to death before fleeing to Pakistan last August after subjecting the schoolgirl to weeks of brutal abuse.
Months before the murder, neighbours noted that Sara had started to wear a hijab in January 2023, which Prosecutor Bill Emlyn Jones, KC, said was a bid to conceal the appalling injuries she was receiving at home.
Around the same time neighbours reported hearing sounds of screaming and crying coming from Sara’s home, jurors were told.
Primary school staff noticed bruising under Sara’s eyes and on her chin in March 2023, but the victim gave ‘multiple conflicting stories as to how she got the bruises’ and teachers observed that she would often pull her hijab to hide her face, it was said.
Sara Sharif was restrained with a plastic bag taped around her head in a ‘home-made hood’ and ‘beaten with a cricket bat’, jurors have been told
Neighbours reported hearing sounds of screaming and crying coming from Sara’s home, jurors heard
Court artist drawing by Elizabeth Cook of Sarah Sharif’s father Urfan Sharif (right) her uncle Faisal Malik (left), and stepmother Beinash Batool (centre), sitting alongside dock officers today at the Old Bailey
When police searched the home after the murder they found Sara’s blood on the kitchen floor and on a hoover.
Leaning against a brick outhouse was a bloodstained cricket bat which bore Sara’s blood.
Inside the outhouse officers found a rolling pin, which also had Sara’s DNA.
In a wendyhouse in the garden, the police also discovered a belt, which bore Sara’s DNA as well as that of her father Sharif and her uncle Faisal Malik, jurors heard.
In addition, police found a plastic-coated metal pole in the outhouse, which experts matched to the shape of the bruises Sara suffered.
Prosecutor Bill Emlyn Jones showed jurors images of the items found in the house, saying: ‘You can now look again at the bruises and broken bones Sara had suffered with a clearer understanding of how some of those injuries appear to have been inflicted.’
Officers also found bits of plastic bag bound up with parcel tape in an outbuilding that Mr Emlyn Jones described as ‘home-made hoods’.
‘They had been placed over Sara’s face and then taped in place,’ he told the court.
The hoods were stained with Sara’s blood and saliva and allegedly contained Sharif’s fingerprints.
Police tested a number of household items as they started to ‘see weapons everywhere’ when they learnt what had happened to Sara.
In a shed at the back of the house was a length of black rope which bore hairs ripped from Sara’s head and a number of rolls of parcel tape.
The court heard Sara’s 30-year-old stepmother Beinash Batool bought 12 rolls of parcel tape in July 2023, just nine days after buying six rolls from Amazon.
Jurors were told that the tape was used to construct the ‘home-made hoods’.
Discarded in bins outside the family home were towels and Sara’s leggings, which were soaking wet with urine, as well as a soiled nappy Sara had been forced to wear, jurors heard.
The prosecutor told jurors: ‘Consider for a moment what it would take to keep Sara tied up, taped up or retrained, or hooded, in the way that these objects indicate.
‘If this was being done by one of the adults in the house – why aren’t the others intervening, why aren’t the others releasing her? Why aren’t the others helping her, preventing this terrible treatment?
‘It is one thing to fix these hoods over her head, to tape them in place – but how was her continued restraint being maintained?’
Mr Emlyn Jones said Sharif removed his daughter from the school register in April 2023, saying she would be home-schooled, which meant she was ‘not seen by anyone in the outside world’ prior to the murder.
The Old Bailey heard that neighbours of the family’s cramped home in Surrey often heard screaming and the sound of a child crying accompanied by ‘banging and rattling’ as if someone was trying to alert someone that they were trapped behind a door.
Neighbour Rebecca Spencer said she would often hear screams, crying and then ‘deathly quiet’ when a distraught child fell silent.
Sara was allegedly subjected to months of abuse, the trial has heard
Mr Emlyn Jones said: ‘On other occasions Ms Spencer would hear other bangs from the flat and which sounded like someone had been hit or smacked….Ms Spencer did consider reporting what she heard to social services but ultimately decided against it.’
A new tenant Chloe Redwin similarly described hearing a child screaming followed by their Batool shouting, ‘shut the f*** up’ and ‘go to your room you f****** b******’, it was said.
Ms Redwin would also frequently hear the mother refer to children as ‘c****’, jurors were told.
The prosecutor said: ‘On occasions Ms Redwin would hear sounds of smacking; they were shockingly loud and would be followed by gut-wrenching screams of a young female child.
‘Over the screaming she would hear the mother shout, ‘shut up’ and sometimes the sounds of further smacking would be heard followed by shouting.’
None of the neighbours alerted the authorities as Sara seemed ‘smartly dressed’ and there were no obvious signs of injury, it was said.
The court heard that Sharif was ‘conscious’ of what was going on, because he would apologise for the noise.
Local residents observed that Sara appeared to have a number of responsibilities within the household, including taking the bins out each week and hanging up washing.
The family removed their Ring doorbell camera before they fled to Pakistan on August 9, the day after the murder, it was said.
The prosecutor said: ‘You might want to ask yourselves why that would have been done; and what its removal might tell you about the presence of mind of whoever removed it, as the family fled to Pakistan, leaving behind them Sara’s dead body and an otherwise empty house which would inevitably be treated as a crime scene.’
Ms Batool had blamed her husband, Urfan, for beating Sara ‘black’ in a series of WhatsApp messages dating to 2019, the Old Bailey was told.
Sara’s stepmother Beinash Batool messaged her sister Qandeela in 2020 complaining that Sharif was ‘always shouting and hitting’ his child, it was said.
In May 2021 she allegedly messaged her sister claiming: ‘Urfan beat the c**p out of Sara. She’s covered in bruises, literally beaten black.’
Batool claimed that she wanted to report Sharif saying: ‘I feel really sorry for Sara’ adding ‘poor girl can’t walk’ and ‘I really want to report him’.
In February 2022, she allegedly told her other sister Amima that her husband was ‘beating Sara up…cos she’s being naughty’.
She went on: ‘Sara has anxiety, whatever she eats she vomits out…something happens to Sara I will not be able to forgive myself.’
In the summer of 2022, Batool is said to have messaged Qandeela again saying: ‘I can’t even cover it up. He beat Sara up yesterday and I can’t send her to school on Monday looking like that.’
The prosecutor told jurors: ‘It is the prosecution’s case that Sara’s death was caused by the combined actions of all three adults in the house; for the systematic, if not daily then certainly frequent assault and abuse of that little girl could not have been done without the participation, assistance and encouragement of them all.
‘She could not have been kept restrained without that restraint being supervised and maintained, which takes, effectively, teamwork.’
Police later charged Sharif, his wife Beinash Batool, 30, (left) and his younger brother Faisal Malik, 29, (right) who were all living in the house at the time of the murder
Sara died on August 8 last year after suffering an appalling catalogue of injuries following a ‘brutal’ campaign of violence lasting weeks, jurors have heard.
Her whole body was covered in bruises, bite marks, puncture wounds and abrasions from ‘significant and repetitive blunt force trauma’, it was said.
She had been tied up, possibly to a hot pipe, scalded with hot water, and had burn marks on her buttock from an iron.
A post-mortem examination revealed she had been ‘beaten’ with objects, strangled, and was ‘left severely unwell, close to death’ from a series of head injuries.
In addition, Sara had 11 spinal fractures and suffered broken ribs, collar bone, shoulder blades, both of her arms, her hands and some of her fingers were fractured.
Following her death on August 8 last year, Sharif and his family spent £5,180 on flights to Pakistan leaving the next day, the court heard.
Audio brought as evidence captured Ms Batool’s call to a flight agent mere hours after Sara’s death.
She can be heard asking to travel to Islamabad from ‘whichever’ airport ‘is cheapest’ in the call.
When asked for her travel dates, she says: ‘Erm, early as possible – tomorrow?’
Asked for return dates, she says: ‘Erm, single.’
She then asks to book for four adults and four children, ultimately made out to five adults and three children.
When offered tickets at 8.50pm the next day, she asks: ‘Is there anything in the morning?’
She is offered a flight at 10am with a stopover and asks: ‘Is there anything shorter?’
A baby wails in the background throughout.
Batool asks for a quote on a shorter flight the next morning before the call ends.
Sharif rang 999 an hour after they had landed in Pakistan on August 10, allegedly telling police: ‘I killed my daughter.’
After a month on the run the family flew back to Gatwick where police arrested Sharif, his wife and his younger brother Faisal Malik, 29, who were all living in the house at the time of the murder.
Mr Emlyn Jones said all three defendants had played a part in Sara’s murder.
Sharif, Batool and Malik all deny murder and causing or allowing the death of a child.
The trial continues.